Prologue: It's simply complicated. Which coin side of novelty are you going to be? The fact the wind blows with certainty means it can fight, but where does it find the strength? If I lived everyday thinking about how I was going to die then I wouldn't have the strength to push forward. The second anyone says anything against the grain of the waves, the first thing you'll hear is "something is wrong with this one" as the point you out to the rest. I was never fond of titles, but when you look at yourself in the mirror and see something so clear, it's hard to label what you know by no other name. If I could help it, I've been there for people selflessly and yet as I stand looking now, I could only see myself in disgust. Even more so, the thing that disgusts me the most is how much I don't care. It bothers me when I feel like I'm getting further everyday. I can barely see the shore. I have only three flairs. The sun just rose. The water is full of salt. I never learned to swim. These are Parana infested waters. This ocean is known for unpredictable weather. No one is looking for me because I told them a week, and it's only been 3 days. I should have just taken the suicide dive off the cliff when I had the chance...
Type Alpha: This section is to address how things will be proceeding forward with THE WRITERS BISTRO. I'm new at this, so if things don't seem as solid as you may have seen elsewhere, just please bare with me. I pick things up pretty quick, especially when I have a goal in mine, and especially when I'm doing it for anyone other than me. The chat room is going to the hang out spot if you want to talk literature or need help. Please visit as often as possible, and tell other writers about. The first thing we need to do is get consistent traffic, and I will try my best to be there as often as possible. The first goal is to get enough people and admins that we can each take one day to be in the chats or each of us being on for a short time everyday, but so we always had a admin in the room.
Subtype Alpha: This is important for Admins. From now on if I need to tell you something I will do it in this journal until we get the official group started or it is a private matter. I will also create and Admin Room so we can discuss in person without distractions in real time. SO that said, we need to get together to discuss the name of the new room, and so we can start drawing up plans for the official group and it's guidelines.
Type Zeta: To all the people I talk to ever, there are a few things I want to tell you. This section will entail to positive things. I'm here more than you think guys. I know I don't always answer, and honestly the reason for this is two fold. On one hand I don't like putting less the 100% attention into what I'm doing/ devoting my undivided attention so I just won answer for a while. The other reason is that most of the time I'm on here I just don't have the strength to focus in the first place. It's kinda a slippery slope from there. Next order of business. I'm deeply in love with four different people. Yeah I know what you're thinking, and those of you who are thinking that, can shove it. As for the first one though, well, she can go fuck herself. As for the second and third, well, I've crossed a bridge and there is no going back, and I'm saying this because at this moment, no one can compare to the one I crossed it with. It's like the dynamically epic story changing moment with cued dramatic scenes and music except it's not for the reasons you'd think. I'm breaking and it's no one else's fault but mine. You can never control how you feel I've always felt, but you can control how you react to your situations, but ti's different me this time (isn't that great, always "something new" whenever I run into life), but anyway, I'm stuck in a tide and all I can do is attempt not to tip or fall into the raging river and lose the canoe altogether. Why are there so many water references today? Well, I've always had a thing against water as far as it's capacity to hide the scariest things ever. Like how the worlds largest whales have been observed returning from the deep with section marks anywhere from 10 times bigger than the largest squid we've ever recorded. So yeah, pretty obvious when you think about it like, or the fact that you know now what lies beneath murky waters, and that's always when you're likely the most to get dragged under by the unexpected. I know I don't say often if ever, and in fact think it usually the most sappy gogwash crap people can say, so I want to say it right. I fucken love you guys. Let me put it into perspective... if it weren't for the fact that I've met some many great people here, I'd have given up faith in humanity a long time ago. You, well, most of you at least, are the reason I feel good about things a good portion of the time. I see you grow, and I see you learn, and develop, and I and see some of you go from being childish and petty to being mature and selfless. Obviously some more than others, but the fact remains that you people here are my green.
Subtype Zeta: As for the negative. Holy shit guys get on more of something. Not even a whole lot, just like a tiny bit so I can stay in touch with the few of you I give a shit about. I mean, come on. That is all.
Type Omega: Me, me , me. Since I am with me 100% of the time, everything begins and ends with me, so let me update you on the me. I'm going to start playing more shows and so from time to time I think I'll try to post links to it live or a recording. Should be fun. Also, if any of you have checked my song on soundcloud, tell me to put more shit up so I now if you anyone here pays attention or cares to hear more. Plus, I think sometimes we could use the motivation of public demand to get shit done, so it couldn't hurt for you guys to bug me about it.
Subtype Omega: My neck hurts, my back hurts, and my ears are blaring. it's raining outside still, and I haven't slept for a while. Going to go catch some Z's. However, if you ever want to bug me about anything, AND I MEAN ANYTHING, I'm here. You want to pick my brain, you want to ask weird out of the ordinary questions, or want to yell at me, or vent or even just shit all over my DA page, by all means go ahead, it's public domain after all.
p.s. I did not go back and edit, I only proof read, so if something sounds weird or brings a question to mind, again feel free to speak up. Night.